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..3 sweeties talked to me | talk to me.. [22 Jul 2004|12:08pm] sorry i havent really wrote in a while...like tara said, im not an internet junky anymore lol ;-) my lifes been pretty calm, but crazy at the same time here lately. i've been workin alot, and gettin ready for school to start back.i went back to the doctor yesterday, all my lab work came back good, and they are gonna start sendin me to a dietician. i haven't been around my friends that much lately and its really startin to bother me, i miss them...exspecially lauren & amanda. but i duno what it is, its either b/c im workin, or im just doing something else...hopefully it will change though. ive been w/jarred alot lately, im so proud of him. he took his ged test yesterday. he doesnt think he passed, but like my mom told him, its the fact that he tried and even if he did fail, he can always try again. hes quit smokin weed too im so proud of him. i get payed every 2 weeks though, and lately my money has been going to my car for new tires, and i had to get a new air filter and spark plugs the other day, and ive had to buy my school clothes...but now im just gonna save and buy a new phone, mines old and shitty. i think i wanna get a flip phone but i dont know...they are so expensive, the one i want is like 199.99 and i only get payed like 200-250 on each check, my last check was 289 but 40 dollars of each check goes to my tires. i have about 100 left from this check, so im thinkin about just keepin that and not spendin it, and then when i get my next check just addin some of that together and i can get it by then...but i dunno. well just have to wait and see, b/c i have to pay for my gas and everything else, but since my car is in the shop im not havin to worry about gas right now. it sucks though b/c i just got my car back from my wreck and it has to go back in the shop b/c its not running right. but anyways im gonna get off here and go lay down. byes*

..2 sweeties talked to me | talk to me.. [13 Jul 2004|09:58am] M Misunderstood I Intense C Cuddly H Hot E Elitist L Little L Luscious E Easy Name / Username: Name Acronym Generator From Go-Quiz.com

..talk to me.. [08 Jul 2004|05:39pm] hey everyone...sorry i havent updated in a while ive been so busy and things have just been crazy around here. they are remodeling my house and i got a new job so im always working and when im not working im with lauren out doin stuff with her and the crew...me and jonathan broke up over a month ago and im glad we are over im done with him i dont see why i ever tried in the first place. so much shit has happened lately but i guess all that matters is me and lauren are close, and its gonna stay that way, and im learnin who i can really trust. me and jarred are back together and im not sayin if we are stayin together for a while or what b/c i dont know...only time will tell. i went to the doctor today though and i got my blood taken and stuff b/c ive been really weak and stuff lately and im having rapid weight gain i gained 11 pounds in one month and they cant figure out why. the best thing thats happened besides me and lauren getting to be close and me and jarred working most of our problems out is that sean moved back...im happy i missed him alot. well im gonna go ill post again later if i get the chance but i cant promise anything i gotta be at work at 5 in the morning and i dont feel good today was one of my days off this week. byes*

..6 sweeties talked to me | talk to me.. [01 Jun 2004|10:11pm] omg i havent wrote in here in FOREVER...im sorrie i've been reallllly busy! me & jonathan got back together about a month ago & we are really happy its crazy hes been so sweet & its just been like perfect! me & amanda are friends again 2 & its great we are always together now...well i dunno what else 2 post so ill just write again later. byes*

..2 sweeties talked to me | talk to me.. [04 Apr 2004|10:24am] yesterday was so crazy...see i never stay home on the weekends unless im grounded but jarred was grounded and couldnt come get me last night (he got in a wreck friday night and his parents grounded him from going anywhere, or talkin on the phone to anyone except for me, and he can only talk to me for an hour and a half every day) so i stayed at home yesterday...lets see where i left off yesterday in my last entry... okay yeah we went to get kelly's birthday presents! we got her...a lil back pack thingie with happy bunny on it that says i love boys, they're stupid (i got a wallet that looks like it) and then we got her a happy bunny visor thats pink and says its all about me, deal with it. then we got her some lil things from spencers, like a lil carebear sucker (its her favorite one, funshine bear) and she had alot of carebear mints from valentines day, so i got her some happy bunny mints! me and my mom did some shoppin to my mom got some shorts and i got 2 pairs of pants for school from aeropostale and a shirt just to wear when ever..and we went to bath and body works and i got some lotion and my mom got some lotion and some foot stuff, then we went to victoria's secret and i got some more love spell cuz i had ran out..then we went to kmart and food lion but i just sat in the car when we went there! then when we came home i talked to jarred for a lil while and took a shower and whatever, then i talked to lauren about what she was doin for donny for his birthday (yesterday was donny's birthday too and him and jonathan just went to lauren's last night) then my mom wanted me to go to my neighbor's house to give her something so i did, and i ended up stayin there for like an hour talkin to her (she's my mom's age and her husband died last year so she's really lonely!) then i came home again and did a whole bunch of NOTHING...and i decided i was gonna work on my english presentation so i had to go back to my neighbors to use her printer (this was around 6:30-or 7) and when i came home i was home for like 5 minutes and kenny and wes c. showed up at my house! it pissed jarred off that kenny came so my mom had to explain to jarred that me and wes were like brother and sister and kenny was just to old for me! well after that i just stayed at home and talked to jarred and i eventually fell asleep! kelly called me twice while i was at my neighbor's house the first time, and i tried callin her back but she was at work i guess she was on break when she called me. then she called me last night at almost 11 but i was half asleep...i hope she had a happy birthday though! i miss her it really doesnt feel like we are as close as we were but i guess we are both just getting busy or something else i dunno but anyways i love you kelly! i was gonna go to the movies and the mall with shannon last night but that didnt work out cuz she ended up having to work til 7 and she had to go shopping with her mom when she got off... and she has to work today so i dunno if im gonna do anything today either .. i might just stay here and work on my biology and english papers, and jarred is gonna try to get his parents to let him come over for a little while. well i think this entry is long enough so i'll post later! byee*

..2 sweeties talked to me | talk to me.. gah...what a day...* [23 Mar 2004|10:15pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Staind- So Far Away ] this entry is gonna be hella confusing but oh well...you can try to follow it if you want.. i felt like shit this morning when i woke up my head hurt so bad and i felt like i was going to throw up all over the place, but i went to school anyways. i got ready for school...just pulled my hair up and stuff, then jarred called me, he was bein so..ugh..i dunno. last night he told shannon i never talked to him and things have been different since we got in that fight sunday. i know what was wrong now, but at the time i didn't. we'll get to that later though. anyways i went to school feelin like shit, and confused as hell...things between me and him were so fucked up! i went to first and second period, and during directed studies i went to my english teacher and got my work, then i went to directed studies called my mom and came home...i slept all day. i came home around 11:30 something and i slept from then until 3-3:30ish. when i woke up i talked to shannon about everything with jarred, then i ended up callin kelly and talkin to her about it and later on jarred actually called me but i didn't answer, i was to mad and confused i didnt know what i was feeling. about an hour later i called him back but it didnt go that good, so we got off the phone and he called jonathan and jonathan told lauren and donny to talk to me, but i ended up talkin to lauren and jonathan more then i did lauren and donny. then we called jarred and i guess me and him are just taking a break b/c i need time to figure out what i need to make me happy, and what i want out of this, and to decide if im willing to love someone again, because right now im not and i had been telling jarred i loved him b/c i had that pressure from him telling me...but im just not ready to fall inlove right now. so he told me hed give me all the time i needed b/c he really does love me and he wants this to work and i really appreciate him being so understanding about it. anyways i have 4 job applications i have to turn in sometime this weekend or next weekend, sometime before my birthday, and if i dont get any of these jobs im just gonna stick to lake winnie. i have 3 summative tasks for school to do, and one speech. im tied up...blah. i listened to this one song today...and its kinda makes me think, alot. it reminds me of my life and how im changing from how i use to be and im really not ashamed of it...yes now time for lyrics! oh, i have a picture of me and jarred, but i need a new server, so if anyone knows a good server, post a comment please, thanks! =] ( -and i can't believe i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today- )

..4 sweeties talked to me | talk to me.. [22 Mar 2004|05:52am] surreal_icons crediting for my icon...<3 the movie thirteen if you havent seen it you need to!

..talk to me.. [21 Mar 2004|11:35am] well i am at kelly's house we went to kelli saxton's house last night with drew and jarred and joe..im glad we can all get along now :-) lauren and kelly are okay again too but i dont think lauren and kelli saxton are gonna be okay lauren just doesnt like her and wes and kelly are talking again i hope they get back together she misses him so much. me and jarred are doin okay i got a lil mad at him yesterday but i got over it really quick but so much shit went on at my house before i went to kelly's yesterday it was just crazy and i was really upset! my brother was supose to move in with my nanny but my crazy step mom pulled some shit again so he is still at my dads! when i was drivin to kelly's yesterday we took my car and i hate drivin it cuz of how it jerks when you change gears and sometimes if you odnt use to the clutch right it like stops and stuff and turns off but like its cuz im not use to driving a 5 speed but anyways i was going into her drive way when i got here and i hit the bush and my head light came out! LOL! my daddy wasnt that mad though but he has to put it back in...i wish he would change it to an automatic it would make it all so much easier! but anyways im gonna go my daddy is going to be here in al ittle while to pick me up then i am going back home and going to SLEEP! LOL! byee*

..2 sweeties talked to me | talk to me.. [18 Mar 2004|10:10pm] [ music | Brad Paisley- Little Moments ] o0o0o boy...well jarred told me last night he really did love me and he was sure this time, i am so scared to love again ive only honestly loved one guy and i dont want to get hurt like i did that one time ever again! we kinda got in a lil fight today but he appologized he was like im so sorry i didnt mean to make you mad or sad or fusterate you i had a bad day i didnt mean to take it out on you i just wanna make you happy and im sorry i didnt do it there for a lil while and i was like jarred it's okay...and kelly has been crying all night because of wes i wish they would just fix their problems cuz she loves him so much and i know he loves her too but he is like me he is tired of love and tired of getting hurt! im thinking about finding another job until i start lake winnie and maybe i can find better hours and better pay cuz i dont wanna have to work all weekend every weekend and only get 5.15 an hour for it but at the same time i dont wanna leave kelly and wes alone so i dunno but i can get hired at food lion for sure so im gonna go up there some time this week and see how much their pay will be and what my hours would be and everything. i have a biology test tomorrow and i am so going to fail it but i have a geometry test too and i think i might actually pass it! i have to start my paper and my presentation for english...i hope i pass it so i will pass the class this semester. but anyways im going to go lay down and study my biology a lil bit more before i go to bed. byee*

..talk to me.. [18 Mar 2004|05:47am] ( ..but if you want i'll try to love again.. )

..10 sweeties talked to me | talk to me.. [17 Mar 2004|06:57pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | Kenny Chesney-The Good Stuff, She's Got It All ] well i got a job today...i start april 3rd...at lake winnie, i start off at 5.15 an hour and ill only work thursday-sunday, but i work...on thursday and fridays, 3-10 i think? and on saturday and sundays i work 10-7...woo buddy! its a job and ill get money so its not bad. ill be workin with wes, kelly and JARRED...woo! i have the biggest head ache in the world though cuz it was so hot in the office there though...but on to other things...kelly and wes broke up again but this time its for good, and he is so upset. he gave me all the stuff she gave him today and told me to keep it until he got over it. me and her are still friends though and we always will be i love you kelly and im sorry about all that bull shit that happened the other night! wes told me he didnt want them breaking up coming between me and her cuz he knew how close we were and i respected that, and jarred said he didnt mind who my friends were as long as they didnt try to break us up! the rest of the crew is really pissed at kelly cuz of the whole wes thing but they know me and her are gonna be friends no matter what and they are okay with it as long as i dont make them hang out with her or make wes...and im not! i told her like on the weekends we can both hang out with our other friends, and ill hang out with the crew and jarred and lauren and all them and then after that ill either make jarred come get her and we will come back to my house or take me to her house and ill stay there...and when i get my lisence ill just come get her myself! im glad me and her are friends i love her to death and our friendship is just alot different then all my other ones were! me and jarred are doing really good to i am so happy with him he is so good to me and i know he cares about me its crazy he just makes me feel....like myself. i can be me around him im not all quiet or shy or anything like i was around jonathan and im glad...i mean i am a quiet person but i actually TALK when im around him! uhmm...well im gonna go lay down and see if my head will quit hurtin! ill post again later byee*

..2 sweeties talked to me | talk to me.. [15 Mar 2004|10:40pm] [ mood | confused ] drama...drama...drama...thats all i can say right now but HEY...me and jarred are okay so it's not ALL bad :-) i wuvs my snuggle wuggles hehe *see i said wuvs not love* ;-)

..talk to me.. [15 Mar 2004|02:52pm] MY NAME <3 stoLe from tasha M - Success comes easily to you I - You are always smiling & making others smile. C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it. H - You are not judgemental. E - You are a very exciting person. L - Love is something you deeply believe in. L - Love is something you deeply believe in. E - You are a very exciting person. Spell your name and see what it says about you! A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it. D - You have trouble trusting people. E - You are a very exciting person. F - Everyone loves you. G - You have excellent ways of viewing people. H - You are not judgemental. I - You are always smiling & making others smile. J - Jealousy. K - You like to try new things. L - Love is something you deeply believe in. M - Success comes easily to you. N - You like to work, but you always want a break. O - You are very open-minded. P - You are very friendly and understanding. Q - You are a hypocrite. R - You are a social butterfly. S - You are very broad-minded. T - You have an attitude, a big one. U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards. V - You have a very good physical and looks. W -You like your privacy . X - You never let people tell you what to do . Y - You cause a lot of trouble. Z- You're always fighting with someone.

..talk to me.. [15 Mar 2004|06:02am] oh yeah...i made a new s/n like a week ago or something..it's MiCheLLeY169 :-)

..talk to me.. [15 Mar 2004|05:53am] [ mood | hot ] [ music | Kiss F.M. ] im so0o0o burnt LOL...me and kelly went to the tanning bed yesterday and i layed in a really hott bed...i never burn but i did yesterday! anyways me and jarred talked about how we told each other we loved each other and we decided it was too soon and that we both didn't know if we did or not, but there was something there that was different for the both of us...i'm glad we decided not to use that word so soon though, i really didn't wanna rush that b/c i don't wanna mess anything up...saturday night was so0o0o freakin dramatic! i'm glad me and jarred didn't have any drama, but my poor lil kellybelly did =[ her and wes got in a fight and he left but he came back and thats GOOD! OMG OMG i saw my jessykuh saturday night!! me and her and kelly went to target and spit on robbie's car and he had security watch us leave LOL! i missed her so much, i love my tater <3 donny and lauren got in a fight saturday night too but i think they are okay now, and i'm glad cuz i'm really happy with jarred and i'm like okayy i'm happy so everyone else has to be happy too! LOL! i go to the orthodontist tomorrow, i might get my braces off :-D woo! but anyways i gotta go get ready and do my hair for school...byee*

..talk to me.. [14 Mar 2004|02:27pm] i dont know if she made it...but i got my icon from a post rachl420 made in _ic0nic_designs

..6 sweeties talked to me | talk to me.. [14 Mar 2004|01:50pm] ya'll need to learn to post comments again i get no comments anymore!! *tear* :-(

..talk to me.. [13 Mar 2004|11:12pm] Jarred told me he loved me tonight...and I'm kind of scared b/c it's soon and it happened soon with me and Jonathan...and I accidently hung up on him when he told me so Kelly called Jonathan's phone back cuz thats where Jarred called me from and Jonathan answered and was like tell Jarred she didn't mean to hang up on him she was just shocked and she's scared cuz the last guy that said he loved her dicked her over and Jonathan was like tell her I'm not Jarred and she was like oh she knows cuz Jarred actually acts like he cares about her! I never said that and it's probably gonna start something, but oh well...I'm happy with Jarred, but I don't wanna rush this. but I am gonna go lay down...byee*

..talk to me.. [12 Mar 2004|01:05pm] Boyfriend/girlfriend: Jarred! ;-) Crush: he's my boyfriend not my crush Do you love anyone right now: No not at the moment Have you ever been in love: Once Ever really cared for someone in that way: Yeahh Ever had sex: anyways How many hearts have you broken: More then one How many people broke your heart: More then one So what's your significant other like: huh do you go more by looks or personality: personality Ever kiss a friend: yeah Are you still friends: yeah Do you smoke: yeah weed: yeah Prefer beer or liquor: either WOULD YOU EVER bungee jump: yeah Skydive: yeah Swim with dolphins: yeah scuba dive: no Change your religion: uhm why? Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no.. Lie to the police: duh Run from the police: yeah walk up to a total stranger and kiss them: LOL i have done that before fight someone you used to be really close with: yeah i have FRIENDS Best friend(s): Kelly and Lauren Known the longest: uhm...Amanda and Shannon Wish you talked to more than you do: Amanda How many friends do you think you have: to many to count How many do you actually hang out with: Kelly, Lauren and the crew Who drives you insane: people that talk alot of shit Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the next level: yeah HAVE YOU EVER Flashed someone: yeah Told the person you liked how you felt: yeah Gotten really REALLY wasted: yeah Skateboarded: yeah Skinny dipped: LOL Stolen anything from a store: yeah Kissed someone of the same sex: yeah Been to a concert: nope Been to another country: nope Talked back to an adult: yeah Given money to some homeless person: no Tried to kill yourself: yeah Cried to get out of trouble: yeah Kissed a friend's brother/sister: no... THE LAST THING You ate: central park You drank: coke The last place you went: uhmm...the store Last thing you bought: cigarettes Last person you saw: Jarred, Donny and Lauren Last person you hugged: Jarred Last song you heard: In My Life by Juvenile YES OR NO Do the voices talk only to you: oh yeah you know it LOL Are you straight: yupp Are you short: sort of Do you own a hot pink shirt: yeah Do you like Marilyn Manson: he's okay Did you ever touch someone else's no-no spot: lol yeah Do you shop at Hot Topic: yeah Do you remember your dreams: sometimes Can people read you like a book: not really Do you talk alot: nope Are you afraid of clowns: yes Can you drive: yupp...i drive everyday now :-) Are you an only child: nopee

..talk to me.. [11 Mar 2004|01:29pm] my cousins baby's mommie tried to commit suicide last night...she took 57 zanax, that is so0o0o crazy!

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